That goddamn circle
You know how they say that life is a circle? Sometimes you're up, sometimes you're down? Well, just yesterday morning, I thought I was on top of that goddamn circle. I sure as hell didn't expect that by the end of the day. I'd be at the pits.
Rather than fill you with the gory details of the night before- and the terrible feeling of the morning after...... I'd really like to get something off my chest.
Why the hell is it that the one person you thought would be different from all the rest turned out to be a certfied asshole? It's nerve-wracking to think that first impressions NEVER last, and there's always a price you have to pay for those goddamn "akalas." Akala ko kasi... yah yah yah!
I hate having to have to go through this! I hate the fact that I have to clean up my mess, and sincerely pay for whatever I've done. I hate having to think that some people are just sooo goddamn fucked up in their psycho brain that they'll even attempt to take advantage of you- when you're not even aware of it! I hate the fact that I was being so blind to everything that was going on. But thank god it wasnt worse.... if i can recall anything... that much I know.
Most of all, I hate having to blame myself for all that's happened... because on my part, I swear I had no idea....
AAAARGH! I'm so pissed off with everything! How can some people be like that? Why are people like that with me? Why does this ALWAYS happen? Why do they always want what should'nt be?
Shet talaga! What the fuck is wrong with me?
 
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1 Comments:
reese... sorry it had to end that way for you and darren.. it wasnt the ending i was expecting for the both of you... dont take everything so hard... we love you still.. ok?? *muah
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