*sigh*
And so, as my good friend says, "Lumalandi nanaman" ako.
I saw my ex at my friend's party, and I'm super flabbergasted that he actually made pansin! =D We pretty much parted on good terms so, aside from the usual "hiya", it wasn't an overall awkward moment. Goodgawd! I realized once again how I love him so....
He asked to borrow my cellfone that night, saying na "makikitext" lang sya, but I found out the next day that he simply saved his new number in my phonebook! =)
I don't know... we will probably never be together again... although I love love love him... aaarrrgh! I want him back, but for reasons only I know, I don't want him back...
But why do I get so giddy when I remember him? My heart pounds so fast, and I have difficulty sleeping. I have almost zilch appettite, and still, I end up smiling all day. I re-read his messages a million times, and I sprint to my fone everytime I get a message, hoping that it's him.
Is this what TRUE LOVE does to you? Really? Your brain gets screwed over and you act all crazy?
Funny how, despite all the hurt that lovers eventually go through, it's stupid "kilig" moments like these that make all the time spent, worthwhile. True love, or of the fake kind, it feels good to love.
Posted by peanutbuttercups @ 9:35 PM |  
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2 Comments:
crack - don't start...know what that feels like...shitty...shitty...shitty...i know there are better descriptive words, just can't think of any right now :D
lol.... ;)
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