and so...
This week has gone by so fast. And through its ups and downs, it's such a relief to know that the people you consider as your bestest friends in the whole wide world were there to help you get by.
I had thought that applying for a certain school "org" would up my self-esteem and boost my ego... but in the end, I realized that I had been working my ass off for the wrong reasons. This past week, I have been staying up till 3am everyday to be in school by 8:30 am. I have been through the worst scenarios associated when applying for a prestigious "org", and that includes ridicule, and senseless criticisms for the most mundane things. But on that fateful Friday night, I gave up what used to be my dream, and discovered that I am worth so much more than what I initially thought of myself.
I'm not exactly allowed to go into the details, lest someone from that "org" manages to google me, and find my blog... but that "org" experience was something that I shall never forget, and it was something that made me realize that being me is okay. And that quitting in the end, is one of the bravest decisions one can ever make, as long as it comes from the heart.
Sappyness aside... I am loving life right now. I love not having a care in the world except for my Acads and the little problem concerning my love life. It's wonderful to wake up in the morning and not having to worry worry worry and be pressured all the time. Those were the little things I had always taken for granted, and may never have had time to appreciate had it not have been for my dare-I-say "traumatic" experience.
Moving on... I am sooo obsessed with "Desperate Housewives." I am in love with the gardener and his grey eyes are just so dreamy... I can just faint. I am also loving Eva Longoria. I love love love her! I also love her closet... and I am just dying for the day when I'd get to own at least half the stuff she wears on TV.
 
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1 Comments:
yup...that's why i gave up on orgs a long tym ago...i simply love being claudzki :P
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