haaay
i still have to adapt to the mentality to move on and get over past relationships. These past two months have been crazy. I've managed to prove to myself so many things, and just basically leap into the debating world out of scratch. I've learnt so so much... and met such wonderful people. So last night at Claire's house, I was trying to fight back the tears. The tears that so wanted to come out- not because I might be rejected. But because I have a hard time letting go of friendships that I have built over these past two months.
It's been tough. I can't reiterate how tough it has been. I've sacrificed so much... but even through all that... even though I don't get accepted, I know that I'll be okay. All the sleepless nights and exhaustion has all been worthwhile. But if I don't get in... again, I'll be okay. There are other things to dip my feet into.
Now I have other matters to worry myself about... and I hope that just like this past experience... all the sacrifices I have yet to make will all be worth it.
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