oh lordy lordy.
Still feeling under the weather.
There are two things I keep on telling myself over and over again.
1) I'm single. But NOT ALONE.
2) Focus on the now. On what you have. Instead of what you don't.
Know something?
It helps I guess.
But it still doesn't take away that horrid feeling. That feeling that makes your tummy churn. But not in the I-want-to-barf-sense. Everything seems to depress me. I find myself staring into space more often than usual. Killing myself softly with more cigarrettes. Spending more money just so I'd feel better.
I'm more moody. More bratty these days than I've ever been.
Really. It has to stop.
EWWWWWW!
Did I just type out all that mush? Yach! Can this be true? Am I actually capable of being all melodramatic and weird???
This is soooo not me....
Me no likey!
It's freaky.
I'll stop blabbing for now.
Everyone have a nice weekend.
Posted by peanutbuttercups @ 1:28 AM |  
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2 Comments:
"I'm single. But NOT ALONE."
most everybody single has a problem accepting this... :)
Lol... I know what you mean. Hehe. =)
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