"If I had a camera," I said, "I'd take a picture of you every day. That way I'd remember how you looked every single day of your life."
"I look exactly the same."
"No, you don't. You're changing all the time. Every day a tiny bit. If I could, I'd keep a record of it all."
"If you're so smart, how did I change today?"
"You got a fraction of a millimeter taller, for one thing. Your hair grew a fraction of a millimeter longer. And your breasts grew a fraction of a ----"
"They did not!"
"Yes they did."
"Did NOT."
"Did too."
"What else, you big pig?"
"You got a little happier and also a little sadder."
"Meaning they cancel each other out, leaving me exactly the same."
"Not at all. The fact that you got a little happier today doesn't change the fact that you also became a little sadder. Every day you become a little more of both, which means that right now, at this exact moment, you're the happiest and the saddest you've ever been in your whole life."
"How do you know?"
"Think about it. Have you ever been happier than right now, lying here in the grass?"
"I guess not. No."
"And have you ever been sadder?"
"No."
"It isn't like that for everyone, you know. Some people, like your sister, just get happier and happier every day. And some people, like Beyla Asch, just get sadder and sadder. And some people, like you, get both."
"What about you? Are you the happiest and saddest right now that you've ever been?"
"Of course I am."
"Why?"
"Because nothing makes me happier and nothing makes me sadder than you."
-the history of love (nicole krauss)
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EVERYBODY! My birthday's on the 25th! Yes yes YES! Christmas day! I'll be fucking TWENTY! Make me happy and don't forget to greet me. I'm also not too old for presents. Cash or cheque will do if you're too lazy to get me designer clothes. Haha. ;) Don't tell me you think I'm joking. Because I'm not. ;p This girl is as serious as serious can be. Merry Christmas. ;)
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4 Comments:
beautiful post. :)
happy birthday dearest!
awww.....
happy happy birthday girl.. :)
PERSONALLY, what i hate about us having december birthdays is people think you get the same gift for both events. It doesn't dawn on them that Christmas and Birthday are two separate, independent, and mutually exclusive events. It really sucks when your present says "Happy Birthday and Merry Christmas"
..and for all that ranting, i have absolutley no present to show for cos i'm dead broke :P
Happy Birthday Reese!
Wishing that all your dreams come true this year...even the uber-wildest ones :)
Sorry I missed your birthday!
I hope it was the best one yet.
muah!
Wishing all joy and happiness to you in the new year!
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