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    Wednesday, November 30, 2005

    boys will be boys

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    Mood- tired
    Music- Silhouette Serenade (Vendetta Red)


    Just a few things.

    I just watched Episode 9 / Season 2 of Desperate Housewives! (My housemates and I are such fanatics- we download episode after episode as soon as it's available online. So, we're basically just a day behind the U.S) ;) very cool!

    Anyway, going back...

    I LOATHE George! He just makes my blood boil to the nth degree I swear! He's got this stupid grin, and this psycho look going on. I haaaaate him... and after what I saw in this episode, I have more reasons to love Bree Van de Kamp! That girl sooo rocks! I hope she gets an acting award. =)

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    On to other matters...

    I was so flabbergasted earlier when my crush in Archeo 2 sat right next to me and kept on talking to me!!! Aaaaaah! And I found out that he happens to be a basketball Varsity player, who just got in Team A! Meaning, he's gonna be playing for the UP Maroons next season!!! Yay!!! I know someone possibly slated to be future basketball royalty! VERY VERY COOL!!! He's hella tall too! 6 feet and 3 friggin inches! wooof woof!

    That's not all.

    I got positively KILIIIIIG when everyone was being partnered for this pair activity we had to do, and he was like, "Sana tayo na lang ang mag partner."

    Shet.

    I almost died.

    *giggles*

    There was this super epal girl sitting right next to us, and she kept on butting in OUR conversation I swear! As in, he wasn't even talking to her and she was like, speaking for me! Raining on my parade... hmf!

    She'll go to hell, that girl. She was sooo hitting on him.

    Well... she can go and suck on my toes, cos...

    Basketball boy and I were partnered together!

    I just so love it when I get what I want. =)

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    so yeah....

    Go MAROONS! =)


    Posted by peanutbuttercups @ 1:40 AM | 2 comments
    Monday, November 28, 2005

    hay

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    Mood- whatever
    Music- Something about us (Daft Punk)


    I hate putting titles on my blog posts. I just never know what to put!

    Anyway,

    GUESS WHO COMMUTED ALL BY HERSELF FROM PANSOL, LAGUNA ALL THE FRIGGIN WAY TO MANILA???


    I.am.the.greatest!

    After a wild party in some resort down south, I woke up and remembered that I needed to get something from UP Manila. So while most of the party animals were drunk and fast asleep, I didn't wait for any of the boys to wake up and drive me to the city. Now that's one independent woman for you. =) I'm so proud.

    The party on the other hand, sucked. So yeah, I wasn't that crazy enough to stay. I just wasn't comfortable with the crowd, especially since I didn't know most of the people. Wasn't in the mood to mingle much either, and by the time I was in the mood, everyone was already wasted.

    I've also found people who are vainer than I am. The girls at the party were just soooo vain, they really really make you go, ewwwww.

    Imagine.
    They put on makeup before they jump into the pool! Full blush, mascara, eyeliner, and lipstick!

    Then after swimming, they'll get out of the pool, and you think, "Okay, they probably need to use the loo."

    But NOOOOOOOO!

    They get out of the pool just to put more makeup and touch up!!!

    Then they'll go back in again to swim.

    So fine, yeah I'm vain... But NOT THAAAAT VAIN.

    Now that's extreme beyond words.

    Just a few random things.

    It's that time of the month again, when you were sure you were loaded with cash.... then you take one look at your wallet, your savings, and your ATM, and you go, "FUCK!!! WHERE DID ALL MY MONEY GO?????"

    So yeah Debbie, now's my time to be humble na rin.

    "i'm broke and unhappy." too.

    *sigh*


    I've finally realised that THAT depressing feeling I've been feeling lately, well... I'm not alone. After a phone conversation I've had with a friend earlier, I realised that it's perfectly normal to be feeling blue before Christmas. You always look for something you don't have... and that makes you feel all horrible.

    So now I have to just keep on repeating my mantra...

    "Focus on what you have. Not on what you don't."

    hopefully, i'll be feeling better when Christmas hols roll in.


    Posted by peanutbuttercups @ 6:28 PM | 3 comments
    Friday, November 25, 2005

    sooo gay

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    Mood- adventurous
    Music- Never Win (FischerSpooner)

    What seemed to be a regular trip to our friendly neighbourhood Starbucks Katipunan branch, DID NOT turn out to be a regular trip to our friendly neighbourhood Starbucks Katipunan branch.

    We ended up feeling extra adventurous and took a road trip all the way to the Starbucks branch at the Fort, which turned out to be full of people. So we went all the way to the Tomas Morato branch.... just for a cup of toffee nut latte, and stickers for the friggin Starbucks planner.

    Obsessed much?

    Well it gets more complicated than that.

    At this point, I think I should say that the designated driver has only been driving for approximately two weeks since acquiring her license. In short, you've got three giggling passengers, and a (barely) experienced driver in one HUGE 20th century van.

    We ended up getting lost, taking the bus lane in Cubao by accident, and getting stuck in the middle of the road with a bazillion cars honking away to glory behind us. What makes it worse is that the windows of the van weren't tinted, and I could practically read the thoughts of the other drivers... since they could see through our embarrassed faces.

    I bet it was along the lines of "FUCKING TEENAGERS!"

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    The funniest bit was when we asked a security guard for directions to E. Rodriguez, and he kept on pointing us to the direction to Balete Drive!!!

    We were like, "MANONG! AYAW NAMEN PUMUNTA SA BALETE DRIVE!"

    (for those who don't know, the said area is supposed to be one of the most haunted places in the Metro, so yeah, we're such gay chickens like that).

    After driving for around two hours, we FINALLY got to the Morato branch, which, I think is the best Starbz branch I've been to so far.

    Anyway, just when we thought our road trip problems were over, the fuckin van broke down a few meters away from our gate on our way home, and we ended up waking the guard for help. We all got off the van and helped PUSH the thingy to a good parking spot, all the while half laughing, and half worrying. Haha. That's what you get when you practice your 'ample' driving skills using someone else's vehicle! The last time I remember helping to "push" a car was waaay back when I was seven...

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    I like big butts and I cannot lie!

    Anyway, I'm too tired to blog some more... it's 3am and we just got back, and the morning is just full of promise to call up a mechanic and fix that friggin van before the owner finds out that we messed up her car.

    I love you three! soooooo gaayyyy i swear! Here's to more gay moments!

    ***

    p.s- this is one heck of a sucky sucky entry, I KNOW, but comment anyway or i will kill you both fag heads.


    Posted by peanutbuttercups @ 2:49 AM | 6 comments
    Thursday, November 24, 2005

    there it is again

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    Mood- bitchy
    Music- So Long Sweet Summer (Dashboard Confessional)
    Reading- Catcher in the Rye



    I'm feeling moody again. I find myself getting weirder and weirder. I don't really have much to complain about really. Life's just fine... But well, I just don't feel so good these days. Shopping, alcohol, chocolates- they all don't work. I thripled my situps tonight, and did 300 reps. You know something's terribly wrong when you tire yourself silly like that and yet don't feel any pain. Heck, I don't even feel tired.


    I've tried practically everything to make myself feel better... but that depressing feeling just keeps coming back. It's taking its toll on my mind, and I have enough shit to worry about.


    So right now, I'm just consoling myself by thinking about Christmas hols. I'll FINALLY be back home again. I miss my Mom's cooking. Cold cold "real" winters where you can't feel your hands. Speaking straight English with old high school friends. Driving around the island, while listening to hiphop music. MANGO, ZARA and Debenhams sales. Marks and Spencer's tea cakes. Turkey. Corny parties where you know everyone. Gifts. Watching DVDs all day. Hot chocolate. Snuggling up under comforters. I even miss doing house chores! Running around with my sisters. Fighting over nothing. Grocery shopping in Geant....

    Being with my family.

    Now that's happiness right there.

    Funny how I always wanted to get myself off that island, and I did, when I moved here for college. But now even if I have all the freedom that I want, I always seem to want to go back. You really don't know what you've got till it's gone, and yeah, there really is no place like home.

    December 15... i feel happier thinking about it.


    Posted by peanutbuttercups @ 12:28 AM | 0 comments
    Sunday, November 20, 2005

    nice one!

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    mood- happier
    music- Isobel (Portishead Remix), Bjork



    While out on a drinking spree last night, my good friend Crystal introduced me to this guy who apparently, just graduated with a degree from the International School for Culinary Arts. (actually, I'm not sure if that's the exact name of the school, so... pardon me). =p

    Anyway, I was already tipsy by the time he arrived, but I remember embarrassing myself quite clearly.

    Me- So, graduate ka pala ng Culinary Arts?
    Guy- yeah.
    Me- Ahhh. So marunong ka ba magluto?

    *awkward hush at the table*

    Everyone- MALAMANG DIBA???

    Sheyt!!!

    *slaps forehead*

    **************************************************


    I have this pet peeve when it comes to swearing. I hate it when people (esp. boys) shamelessly go, 'P*ki ng ina!!!' in such loud scandalous voices, without even considering whether females may be nearby. So when a guy I know does just that, and I happen to be around, I immediately launch into Mother Teresa mode and yak like a nun, "Don't say that... that's bad... girls won't like you... blah blah blah."

    I also get super irritated when I hear people go, "PAK YOU!" Instead of "FUCK YOU!" the latter being the more appropriate and more pleasant sounding term.

    So one night, while I was walking to the corner store for load, I happened to see my 7 year old cousin arguing with his playmate of about the same age.

    All of a sudden, my cousin was in tears, and shouted "PAK YOU!" at his playmate.

    I was shocked!

    I mean, a 7 year old boy, already swearing like that!

    But instead of scolding him for saying bad words, I went...

    "Hay nako, pag magmumura ka man lang, ayusin mo naman. It's FUCK YOU. Not PAK YOU!!! FUH FUH FUH!!! Hindi PAK....... Para may class ka naman."

    the things I say sometimes I swear.


    Posted by peanutbuttercups @ 4:40 PM | 3 comments
    Thursday, November 17, 2005

    Yay!

    Watched Harry Potter 4 last night at Gateway. The movie was showing in 4 cinemas in the same mall, and they were all packed! We were lucky to even get four tickets with good seats. Last full show pa!

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    Anyway, in my opinion, this was the best HP movie to date. The fourth book was also my fave book of the lot, so this was the movie I've been absolutely raring to see. Pretty darn good I say. Good thing I didn't read the 4th book again just before I watched the movie, or I would have been disappointed to see some parts missing.


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    I was annoyed though that Robert Pattinson played Cedric. I've been thinking all year that the rumors were true and they were gonna cast Henry Cavill (picture above). He's the perfect Cedric for me! This Pattinson dude below looks so gay! haaaaay.

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    Then again, the Durmstrang boys in the movie were HOT HOT HOT! They kinda reminded me of the boys from high school. hehe. Those big, beefy, Middle Eastern boys.

    I have a crush on the guy who played Viktor Krum! He's just so my type! Rawwwwrrrrr!

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    Didn't like the girl who played Cho. She had a funny accent, and she reminds me of Sarah Geronimo/ Rachel Ann Go. If I had to choose a local star to be Cho Chang, I'd go for Julie Lee. She totally fits the part!

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    My vanity level just increased a notch higher. Couldn't stand the HUGE zit on my cheek, and I decided to do something drastic. So I went to the dermatologist today and got it injected. Dayymm painful, but hey, vanity never comes cheap.

    oh well....

    Back to work now.


    Posted by peanutbuttercups @ 6:38 AM | 4 comments
    Wednesday, November 16, 2005

    bah technology!

    What's so bloody hard about technology is that it changes like every two months, and for gadget junkies, such as moi, it's just so hard to keep up. And since I'm not exactly Paris Hilton, there are some things I just have to be content with.


    So imagine my annoyance when I chanced upon this picture on CNet news.


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    An iPod that plays Videos!!! Waaaaah! It can also store thousands of photos, plus the usual thousands of songs.


    Now, the iPod Nano seems like a chihuahua compared to this Great Dane.


    I'm in luuurrrrve. Santa! Get me one!



    Oh, and I also chanced upon this ad while browsing through the Apple website. I love the girl's hair. If I get really really skinny, and look bony enough, maybe I can pull this off. My long hair is just so blah.


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    Posted by peanutbuttercups @ 1:37 PM | 0 comments

    bull crap!

    This first week of school hasn't been going too well. I'm sure I've had better first weeks.

    Geog 161, Professor from hell comes in an hour late, makes some lame jokes, and laughs at them all by herself. (trying hard much?) Then she asks me why I'm taking up her subject cos according to her, I'll probably have a helluva hard time. So I'm like, "That's it. If the prof herself goes out of her way to scare her students like that, I'm switching classes."

    I'm such a tard I know.

    So now, I'm faced with the irritating, loooong procedure task associated with class switching.

    Arrrrgh! Hassle!

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    On another note, I'm feeling so panget this week. I have a HUGE zit the size of Australia on my right cheek, I have a horrid cold, and I think I'm PMSing. Every bloody thing seems to piss me off! I walk around school hiding myself under J-Lo like shades just to boost my ego a little. With all that's happened, I so need an uplifter.


    *****************

    The couple of the year (aka Friaz and Chi) seem to be doing something else besides being all mushy lovey dovey 24/7. They're actually trying to set me up with Chi's friend. Good intentions yeah, and the guy's cute. BUT!!!! Well, something's missing. Or maybe it's just me being all cold all of a sudden, and hesitant about everything. I swear, I'm such a loony when it comes to matters of the heart. I have all these questions, deliberations, etc etc.... The couple who sell fishballs at school say I'm such a weirdo for not just plunging in, and going with the flow.

    But hey, at least I know what I want right?

    Argh basta! I have waaay too many issues.


    Posted by peanutbuttercups @ 1:51 AM | 0 comments
    Monday, November 14, 2005

    kamusta naman?

    My second day for my Soc Sci class and I overslept! FREAK! I'm a FREAK!

    Ayan kasi! Sobrang bilib sa sarili. Nag sign up pa for an 8:30 class! Bwiset!

    The girls kasi last night wouldn't let me sleep.

    Ruby- Okay, let's play a game.

    Me- Waaah! I don't wanna play. I wanna sleep. Maawa naman kayo saken! I have an 8:30 class!

    Ruby- No.. it's a game I used to play when I was a kid. Basta, it's for the last person to talk. "Silence in the market. The donkey will speak."

    Debz- Whaaaat?

    Ruby- You're a donkey!

    Me and Ruby- HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

    Debz- I'm NOT A DONKEY!

    Ruby- "Silence in the market. The last person to speak has a tae in their pwet."

    (Ruby throws a pillow at Debbie in the darkness).

    utter silence for two minutes....

    Debz- Can I speak? I promise I don't have a tae in my pwet.

    Me and Ruby- HAHAHAHHAHA!

    Debz- Eh kasi I felt something hit me eh. And I just wanted to know if it was you guys. Baka kasi it's something else you know. (a.k.a- a ghost).

    Ruby- Fine fine. It was me! I just wanted to bug you.

    Me- Okay, now everybody shut up and let me sleep. I have an 8:30 class!

    (then in the middle of the darkness, I start laughing by myself)

    Ruby- Why are you laughing?

    Debz- Yeah

    Me- Eh kasi I remembered Debbie eh. "Can I speak? I promise I don't have a tae in my pwet."

    All- HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHA!

    Debz- Omygod Crissy are you crying?

    Me- heeeeeheeeeeeheeeeeheeeeeheeeeeheeeeeheeeee.

    Debz- Omygod she really IS CRYING!

    All- HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHA.....

    And then I laugh because of Debbie's funny laughter, and she laughs because of my laugh.

    At this point, I was in tears because of excessive laughing!

    Haaaaaaaay.... I swear to sleep earlier before every MTh.


    Posted by peanutbuttercups @ 11:51 AM | 0 comments
    Saturday, November 12, 2005

    oh lordy lordy.

    Still feeling under the weather.

    There are two things I keep on telling myself over and over again.

    1) I'm single. But NOT ALONE.

    2) Focus on the now. On what you have. Instead of what you don't.

    Know something?

    It helps I guess.

    But it still doesn't take away that horrid feeling. That feeling that makes your tummy churn. But not in the I-want-to-barf-sense. Everything seems to depress me. I find myself staring into space more often than usual. Killing myself softly with more cigarrettes. Spending more money just so I'd feel better.

    I'm more moody. More bratty these days than I've ever been.

    Really. It has to stop.











    EWWWWWW!

    Did I just type out all that mush? Yach! Can this be true? Am I actually capable of being all melodramatic and weird???

    This is soooo not me....

    Me no likey!

    It's freaky.

    I'll stop blabbing for now.


    Everyone have a nice weekend.


    Posted by peanutbuttercups @ 1:28 AM | 2 comments
    Thursday, November 10, 2005

    blue slump.


    Been in a blue slump lately, so I've been immersing myself in all sorts of stuff, to take my mind off things. Wall climbing, shopping, over eating, reading, meeting up with old friends... throw in a couple of expensive margaritas and tons of cigarrettes, and you'd think that I'd feel better...

    Thing is. I don't.

    But hey, it's only a matter of time I guess.

    getting there. getting there.


    Monday this week.

    Spur of the moment gimmicks are the best ways to actually have gimmicks. Instead of bumming around at home, Cheeky had this brilliant idea to meet up with our old high school friends in Greenbelt.

    So we did.


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    We saw Bugia, Fonacier and Villanueva! Wherever they happened to be, we were there too... so it looked like we were stalking them! Haha. (not far from the truth actually). Bugia's soooo cute! He has a goatee now, and aaah, I felt like a giddy school girl.

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    My grade school and high school twin! Haven't seen her in a year! We've been through so much, meeting up with her should actually happen more often. I miss her. Love her love her! Happy 20th birthday Cielie!

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    I have come to a conclusion that the best Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf branch is in Greenbelt! Haaaay. Would've been cooler if I actually lived NEAR this area!

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    I adore their Black Forest ice blended drink. Mocha please.



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    When people describe me, one of the first things they say is, "Vain." Gosh! Is THAT bad?

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    Later, we decided to convince Ralaine to get her ass down at Greenbelt. She made all sorts of excuses I swear.

    1) Eh brownout eh!

    2) Eh, wala akong damit eh!

    3) Eh, kailangan ko pang mamlantsa eh!

    Haaaay. But thanks to my "gift of gab," I managed to convince her to get out of the house. So we take a cab to Gateway, have dinner, and bum around at Coffee Bean. (yes... again). Oh oh oh... I absolutely adore their triple decker cheesecake! Three words.

    to. die. for.

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    But before that, we came up with all sorts of ideas to surprise Ralaine, instead of just walking up to her. We originally planned to stand somewhere near her, then text that the car broke down, and we couldn't make it... observe her pissed reaction.... and then come out of nowhere and surprise her.
    Guess what?
    It didn't work.
    We were running around the mall, for around 30 minutes... playing hide and seek. We were following her around... and the minute she turned in our direction, we'd run somewhere else so we wouldn't be seen.
    Like I said, it didn't work. Cheeky's trademark hair gave way. And we were seen!
    Haha... we're nearing 20, and we still act like a bunch of 7 year olds!

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    Ciel and Ral. Bitches. Both have boyfriends!!! rawr. Anyway, so they both act like donyas, and text their boys to pick them up. We first saw Ral's boy, then both of them left. After that, Ral was texting like crazy, asking what we thought of him. Hahaha.

    To be brutally honest... he scared the living daylights out of me! Even a tactless motor mouth such as myself couldn't even muster enough courage to say something else besides Hello. Freaky man! Not bad looking though. He was so big and buff. Bouncer like. And if he were a movie, he'd be "The Texas Chainsaw Massacre."

    I kid you not.

    Yeah. That freaky.

    Next up on our verdict list was Ciel's boy. Now if this dude were a movie, he'd be "You got Served." Definitely more approachable than Boyfriend Number 1, but physically speaking, not my type. But hey, wherever, whomever with my friend's happy.

    Here's the funny thing though.

    The dude had SORE EYES!

    So, as rude as it may seem... we all put our shades on throughout the rest of the night! Hahahaha.

    That was around 10 or 11 pm then... and I swear, we definitely caught the attention of people passing by. Must have thought we were druggies!!!

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    Wednesday.

    Still feeling depressed, and I needed something to cheer me up. So I convinced the girls to go with me to Makati, and shop. We did... and I bought the cutest cutest cutest top EVER! Good thing... I had something to wear when I messed up my white top with a choco brownie.

    Originally planned to buy a denim cropped jacket, but the stupid store was out.

    Haaaay... By this time, we were soo soo tired already, so we trip down to Chili's at Greenbelt and pig out BIG TIME!



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    We play childish games, speak childish speak... and get really really TIPSY!

    Hahahaha.

    ******************************************************************

    Despite all that's happened. All the hullabaloo... all the fun stuff...

    behind that seemingly laughing, smiling face.... underneath all that... is someone really really sad.

    thinking about all the if's, and could have beens, had I not been such a coward and full of fucking pride.

    i blew it all.

    big time.

    ANYWAY.

    now i need chocolate.

    i need all the comfort i can get.



    Posted by peanutbuttercups @ 11:56 PM | 3 comments
    Sunday, November 06, 2005

    feeling athlete

    Forgive me for being overly mayabang and super mababaw but I am sooo sooo proud of myself. I just came home from Power Up, after having tried wall climbing for the first time EVER! =)


    I'm over the moon I swear! I think I climbed around 5 times today. My arms are burning, and I'm tired... but hell, I'm proud. I've never been interested in any physical activity before, unless if you count shopping, regular home exercises and swimming in our pool... So this whole wall climbing thingy IS A HUGE DEAL for me. Heh. Oh, and my instructor was hella cute. I think I have a crush on him! Haha. So even if this whole thing doesn't work out and I lose interest in the sport, fun parin makipaglandian sa instructor! Hahahaha. I wanna be his friend. =)


    I had this weird idea last night, while my housies were out partying, and I was sitting on my ass and reading. I was like, hell, I only get to be young once, why not indulge in some sport and try new stuff? So I surfed the net and researched on new stuff I could try. And now I'm just bursting with ideas on how I can relieve my stress, while at the same time, burn fat, and have fun. (hm, that just sounded like a fitness manual). Anyway, next on my list would have to be jet skiing, surfing, ultimate frisbee, pilates, yoga, fencing, boxing, belly dancing and hip hop dancing! I'm excited... I really am! I can't believe na kung kailan ako malapit nang mag twenty, tsaka nalang ako naging active.


    When I was younger, I remember I used to make up all sorts of excuses during P.E class (that I had a headache or dismenorrhea), just so I would be allowed to warm the benches, and chit chat with fellow tamad people. It helped that my P.E teacher's daughter was my best friend, so I still managed to get a B+!!! Haha. It wasn't really just because I was lazy, I just wasn't blessed with sporty hormones to actually be passionate about a sport. When we had to play volleyball, instead of running towards the ball, I'd run away from it. During badminton games, my friends gave up trying to teach me how to play, and assigned me to be the "taga pulot ng shuttlecock." I spent my entire childhood too, teaching my younger sisters how to tumble and do gymnastics, when I myself didn't know how to! But they learnt anyway. heh.


    My Mom and Dad would always laugh whenever I'd say that I'd be going on some hiking/trekking trip with my friends for class, or I'd have to perform some dance sequence for dance class. So would my friends! In fact, my Mom would always ask, "Are you sure you can handle all that physical activity? If you're required, and you know you can't take it, pay your prof instead... so you can get a good grade even without effort."(And, yes, I actually did that once). hehehe. Ehhhh pumayag naman ang prof eh! I love my Mother! =) She's cool like that. She called me earlier, and I was like, "Mommy I wallclimbed!" This time, she was sincerely happy for me, instead of the usual 20 questions of whether or not I was comfortable.


    So what with this whole wall climbing thingy, I'm flabbergasted to be discovering new stuff about myself. Putangina! Magaling galing rin pala ako mag climb! Haha. This skill might actually come in handy if ever I become poor all of a sudden and get recruited into the Akyat Bahay gang.


    Oh, and I have a bruise on my left knee. Pero okay lang...

    chants to self


    "I'm a Viking I'm a Viking!!!"


    Posted by peanutbuttercups @ 9:33 PM | 3 comments
    Friday, November 04, 2005

    hay hay hay hay.

    I think I need some feet lovin' for the next couple of days. I've been walking around for approximately 15 hours in heels!!!

    AAAAAAAAH!!!! my feet are blisterized!

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    Kamusta naman at malapit na ang enrollment? Obviously I'll be spending the whole day walking around campus since I only managed to get TWO SUBJECTS in CRS!!!! (anak ng tipaklong!)

    (Note to self- Must invest in quality flipflops and ditch heels habit fast).

    Anyway, I spent the entire day with the girls. It was sooo much fun, and I've come to realize (again) how lucky I am to have them as my "homies." We spent so much money today- eating, shopping, eating, shopping, and eating again...

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    (Note to self- You're getting fat again).

    We got into this discussion earlier about how much we envy mannequins. Lucky bitches. EVERYTHING looks good on them! It's like, a woman can never be thin enough if she's not mannequin-thin worthy! I saw a couple of lovely tops on these mannequins, and thought, "hey, that might look good on me too." Then, when I got to the dressing room, they all looked like shit. And I ended up going home swearing at those fucking mannequins.

    Also, did you notice that the lighting in all SM malls is just soooo bloody bad??? You walk into their dressing rooms, and you're actually terrified to glance at your own reflection! And that got me thinking you know? So if there are horrible mirrors, and good mirrors, HOW THE FUCK are we supposed to know what we REALLY look like? For just a day, I wanna be someone else and take a good look at myself from someone else's eyes.

    (Note to self- the ridiculous things I think about.... really.... there are children dying in Africa!)

    This makeup artist once told me, that if you wanna look nice all the time, the best thing to do is walk around with two yellow lights by your side.

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    (Note to self- Now, how do I pull off walking around school and malls with two spotlights by my side... WITHOUT looking like a self absorbed mental dork?)

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    ass fetish?


    Anyway, so after shopping, we went to Shopwise for more shopping! (By this time, I was so so so tired, and was complaining my guts out about how I just wanna lie down, sleep, etc etc).

    So there I was, walking around like a zombie with my shopping cart, when this dufus wearing an orange shirt comes and bumps my ass with his shopping cart!

    I make this weird (unintentional) sound... The kind of moany, bedroomy "uh!"

    And I look at him the way my Mother does when she catches me smoking.

    He mutters sorry... walks away with this HUGE smile on his face.

    So I keep walking right? Dumping all sorts of fattening junk food in my cart, while muttering how much my feet hurt so baddddd.

    Then, I get this horrible bang on my ass AGAIN.

    I turn around, and that stupid orange shirted dude stands there, thinking he's turning me on.

    At this point, I turn into a bitch, and snap, "WATCH IT!"

    My God! Why do such men EXIST? Do they ACTUALLY think they can satisfy their sexual frustrations by bumping women's asses with their carts?

    Do they ACTUALLY think, "THAT'S HOT?"

    Then shopping carts be damned, I say!

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    So we go kick it at Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf again. I swear, I should get a discount every time I go there. I think I've gone like 15 times this month alone. I also think I'm addicted to their Ice Blended Black Forest drink. Starbucks is sooo five years ago these days.

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    Oh, and before I went home, I took this picture of Manny Pacquiao endorsing a Tuna brand. Haha... This is my favorite ad EVER! His eyes look sooo sooo soooo... well put together? =p

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    Love you Pacman.


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    P.S- I found my dream AVIATOR shades at Rampage. I'm soo soo soo inlove. I want them I want them!!! So now I have something to look forward to... yay!

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    p.s- You know you're inlove when you can't sleep at night, because reality is finally better than your dreams. (Dr Seuss)

    (Owwwws???? Eh paano naman yung mga in denial na in love?)






    Posted by peanutbuttercups @ 2:09 AM | 8 comments